Alan turing was a mathematician, considered the father of computer science, believed to have displayed characteristics typical of Aspergers syndrome- Genius seems to reside along the autism spectrum.

During the Second World War, Turing was a leading participant in the breaking of German ciphers at Bletchley Park. He also created one of the first designes for a stored programme computer, the ACE. 

On 8 June 1954, Turing’s cleaner found him dead; he had died the previous day. A post-mortem examination established that the cause of death was cyanide poisoning. When his body was discovered an apple lay half-eaten beside his bed, and although the apple was not tested for cyanide, it is speculated that this was the means by which a fatal dose was delivered. An inquest determined that he had committed suicide, and he was cremated at Woking Crematorium on 12 June 1954. Turing’s mother argued strenuously that the ingestion was accidental, caused by her son’s careless storage of laboratory chemicals. Biographer Andrew Hodges suggests that Turing may have killed himself in an ambiguous way quite deliberately, to give his mother some plausible deniability. David Leavitt has suggested that Turing was re-enacting a scene from the 1937 film Snow White, his favourite fairy tale, pointing out that he took “an especially keen pleasure in the scene where the Wicked Witch immerses her apple in the poisonous brew.

If only it was easy to dissociate, like a chemical reaction of some sort. 

But no this shit is forever, your ugly face is forever. Unless you die.